I don't even know if anyone actually reads this blog at all.. haha.
I'm leaving my NUS research job after a year.
Mixed feelings leaving, regrets and happiness.
Happiness - I don't need to do anything I don't want to do, am not gonna disclose any information of my work due to privacy issues and whatsnot, you will know what I was doing if you know me.
Regret - No stable job, no income. And job searching sucks.
In other words, I am jobless with part time schooling.
Sigh. I'm just gonna leave this all in God's hands, see where he's gonna take me next.
Somewhat excited, meeting new people, new colleagues perhaps?
I've had my fair share of good and nice colleagues here in NUS, they're really nice people, like the other lab peeps and my own lab peeps. Those that gossip, care, share news, share techniques, or sometimes ask if I need help when I look like I need help. haha. Really nice people, but all research. Some have even given me great advice of what to do in the future. Like I should work hard and achieve good grades even if in the end I decide not to continue in the science industry.
Oh, and I got my results for my first two modules, both are combined because it's like part one and part two of that module. I got a Distinction, first time in my WHOLE life, well, poly results weren't fantastic so this is like really HUGE. But I must say it's God's grace. Like, I was really hoping I would pass? I thought I would fail and I would be really really happy if I had enough marks to just pass. But all praise to God! :)
It's really a nice thing because like with the new year 2013, I started part time studies and started getting more involved in church, like serving as a back up singer for praise and worship. Really wasn't easy. But I felt that God came first no matter what, but my mum doesn't approve la. I don't exactly blame her because she doesn't understand.
My friend Jolene, finished her degree! And she got some award too! So happy for her! And she's doing honors programme? That's really good! hahaha feel very happy for her! First among ALL of us hahahaha.
New chapter, gonna keep God in mind and let him take the wheel :)
xx