Thank you post.

First of all, I wanna thank my parents and my sister. For putting up with me for 21 years. And helping me with all the preparations (balloons and buffet).

Next, I wanna thank my boyfriend, Moses. Thank you for everything. For enduring my shit nonsense. For my whining. About the party. and everything. HAHAHA. Thank you for your gift, your expensive gift, so that I can play pokemon with you HAHA. Thank for buying the drinks, even though it was too much, thank you for helping me book the chalet, thank you for being my instax photographer, and also constantly praying for me whenever I have exams. I love you eheheheh.

Next, I wanna thank my bff, Ain! Thank you girl, for staying with me for the first night, even though you got nagged at by your mum cos you were tired and still was willing to come down for me. Thank you for being there for me for the past few years, for accepting me for who I am, even though our friendship was up and down till after foc in 2012. Thank you for helping me with the painstakingly process of putting up the photo collage. Thank you for everything. I hope that you will do well in your school work and find love soon :D HEHEHEHE.

To my secondary school clique, thanks for being there for me for 7 years, some of you I have known you for 8 years, but we only became an actual clique 7 years ago. Thank you for telling me my bad points and encouraging me, always talking to me and being there for me. I LOVE YOU GUYS! Thank you for accepting me for who I was, that LOUD, easily angry girl, emotional. Hope to spend more time with you guys too!

To my 3 poly friends (Missing Juanita at party), thanks for being such awesome classmates and bringing laughter and fun to classes. Juanita, thanks for being such an awesome fyp partner! The times we spent during internship sleeping, eating and watching shows..heheh.

To my batch XI Society, thanks for all the great memories you all have given me, from trainings to FOC to being nonsense. Also I wanna thank JinGuan for being my photographer the whole night! Also thank you to Jowell for being a great senior!

To my freshies (CALYPSO) and the batch XII, thank you for looking up to me as a senior and confiding in me when you needed to. Thank you for all the memories you guys have given me, some of you I've seen you since you were freshmen, some is after you joined society.

To the batch XIII, the three of you, thank you so much for coming, thank you for confiding in me some issues, but really am glad to have met you through society (:

To my NUS ex-colleagues, thank you for always talking to me at work! And Denise thanks for being my lab partner!

To my PSB Uni friends, thank you for helping me when I need help, especially my first module when I was just settling in and stressed! Hope all of you graduate with good results and continue to work hard!

To my dear bff Carissa, you were dearly missed :( But it's okay! We'll still meet for Christmas! I hope you pass all your modules and graduate! 1 year has passed so quickly, the memory of you leaving for Australia is still fresh in my mind... Thanks for being there for me always, even when times are bad, thank you for listening to my rants and accepting me for who I am. Miss you loads.

To Moses' friends from St. Hilda, thank you for welcoming me to your gatherings (: You've brought a whole new level of fun to me! Thank you guys for coming (:

x

21st Birthday.

Another day, another birthday, 21.

I didn't really have a good actual 21st, but I had an awesome party the day after.

Was supposed to blog about this like at least last week but I was sooo busy and tired with work and school, given that I had NO break at all after the last exam which fell on my actual birthday. Which made it sucky.

15th Nov.

Was surprised near midnight with a box of presents from my sister, haha she couldn't wait to give it to me. Really thankful for the amount of stuff she bought me, make up stuff mostly.

Next morning woke up to have lunch and then studied abit before heading down to school to cram for exam at 7pm. Was honestly real sucky because there weren't any past year papers we could count on and do. School is so fucked up. At least give us last year's practice paper la. Okay fine, realised they couldn't because the paper had the EXACT same essay questions as last years. But c'mon, you want people to pass right... give us a past year paper lah! = =

So... before the paper, was cramming, Denise bought me a cake. HAHA so nice of her and I was nearly forced to blow 1 candle out 21 times. Look at that tired face. LOL.

So 7pm, doomsday. I looked at the paper. MCQ was HELL. and the essay questions? Took me eons to decide which one to do... I only pray that I pass. I pass I will be very happy.

Rushed home after and went to pack my stuff before mum and dad sent me down with Ain to the chalet.

Mag, Royston, Elena and Moses were there, and they gave me a surprise birthday cake after my parents left! So sweet of them. Sorry I don't have any photos of it ... lol.

Moses and Mag went home cos Mag couldn't stay and Moses had work next morning.

Anyway, had trouble sleeping that night cos not used to it.

16th November.

Woke up at 11 am? Changed and went out with Ain to have lunch while Elena and Royston went home first.

Slacked around till 1pm then started on the photo collage.

                                                                This is the end result!

Showered at 3pm and chilled like till 430pm and started getting things ready.

Party started at 630pm.

I can't say anything much about the party because it was so hectic :( Sorry to everyone who came I wasn't a very good host :( Well, the society people got self entertained by the 2 birdies my sister brought from home so it gave me a chance to go and entertain my other guests.

All in all, I really wanna thank everyone for your well wishes and presents, I appreciate them all very much, thank you for taking time to come down all the way to pasir ris to celebrate my birthday. I hope everyone enjoyed themselves and the food and the cupcakes!

The people missing was my dear Carissa stuck in Australia, waiting for grad. Weisheng on course. Weijie in Germany. Carmen who was very exhausted from work. Kahho on duty. Eujin last minute cant make it. Yubin can't make it.

Look out for the next post for thank you pictures!

After the party was over, or rather my parents left, we started opening the beer and apple cider. And I didnt bring ANY bottle opener. So someone found a way, using the backdoor knob to open. Moses was opening the bottles and suddenly, his glasses cracked because the bottle cap had bounced off onto his glasses. Thank God he was wearing glasses. If not his eyes... I really don't know what could have happened.. :(

So the society people started playing with my helium balloons and sucking in the helium (again making me worry wth), and after they were done like most people started leaving except Moses friends. We went to go bowling and then went back to the chalet and the guys played poker till 3am... then we went to sleep.


17th November.

Thank God my parents came to pick me, if not I really do not know how to bring back the whole bunch of presents and unopened drinks back home...

Look out for next post!

x

Many firsts.

Today was a day of many firsts.


No kidding.

First time leading songs, 2 at that. And sharing something with the congregation.

The praise leader was late, first time. He was never this late, but we forgive him haha. Im sure nobody wanted that to happen.

My parents came to MPCC for the first time!

I was very nervous. Like panicky. Cause I dont even know what to say.

And i think i forced my voice out abit. Throat hurts.

Tmr gonna go down to print notes.

Sigh.

x

post-exam break

HELLO.

I just ended my exam like last week.

So this week is kinda like my 1 week break, though I have work.

Am now teaching kids how to use computer, though I don't exactly support this very much, the kids are like 4-6 year olds and it is actually optional for the parents to put them through this programme. Oh well.

For sure I won't let my future kids learn computer so fast. Or get a handphone.

Anyways, Shu Wen's birthday was on Saturday night, kinda okay haha I guess? Didn't know a lot of people there except the people I went with to the party. hahaha.

So here's some pictures from that night.

look how fat moses is HAHAHAHAAH.

Sunday was okay, did the registration for my laboratory class, at 10am IN CHURCH = = seriously the school has to learn to stop placing all this registering shit on SUNDAY MORNING. hello, people have church and you can't use handphone to access somemore. FAIL max.

Surprisingly, Moses has started to sing more and humming songs more, I think it's because he's learning guitar. hahaha we were like singing together randomly while waiting for his train at redhill to go back to tampines. So cute.Because last time I asked him to sing for me he didnt. Like refused. ALWAYS. It's nice to hear him sing(:

Okay, one more picture before I have to go change to go to work;

Sad to say, I can't wink naturally and my bf can. = =

x

I met Ain on tuesday (16th July) for HTHT! Really good time spent with her, and everytime we meet up, it seemed that time passes so fast! >.<  Really gotta love this girl :) Break fast with her too! 

 Then before that was mum's birthday on the 12th! Blessed Birthday mum, even though you make me really mad sometimes and say things you don't mean when you're angry, but i still love you xx.

 Before carissa left, met up with kaifeng too! The meet up was a rollercoaster ride for me. EHEH.

Opening a new chapter in life

I don't even know if anyone actually reads this blog at all.. haha.

I'm leaving my NUS research job after a year.

Mixed feelings leaving, regrets and happiness.

Happiness - I don't need to do anything I don't want to do, am not gonna disclose any information of my work due to privacy issues and whatsnot, you will know what I was doing if you know me.

Regret - No stable job, no income. And job searching sucks.

In other words, I am jobless with part time schooling.

Sigh. I'm just gonna leave this all in God's hands, see where he's gonna take me next.

Somewhat excited, meeting new people, new colleagues perhaps?

I've had my fair share of good and nice colleagues here in NUS, they're really nice people, like the other lab peeps and my own lab peeps. Those that gossip, care, share news, share techniques, or sometimes ask if I need help when I look like I need help. haha. Really nice people, but all research. Some have even given me great advice of what to do in the future. Like I should work hard and achieve good grades even if in the end I decide not to continue in the science industry.

Oh, and I got my results for my first two modules, both are combined because it's like part one and part two of that module. I got a Distinction, first time in my WHOLE life, well, poly results weren't fantastic so this is like really HUGE. But I must say it's God's grace. Like, I was really hoping I would pass? I thought I would fail and I would be really really happy if I had enough marks to just pass. But all praise to God! :)

It's really a nice thing because like with the new year 2013, I started part time studies and started getting more involved in church, like serving as a back up singer for praise and worship. Really wasn't easy. But I felt that God came first no matter what, but my mum doesn't approve la. I don't exactly blame her because she doesn't understand.

My friend Jolene, finished her degree! And she got some award too! So happy for her! And she's doing honors programme? That's really good! hahaha feel very happy for her! First among ALL of us hahahaha.

New chapter, gonna keep God in mind and let him take the wheel :)


xx

Clothes

woohoo!

Got clothes from the previous shopping trip to bugis street and on another day www.hollyhoque.com had a flash sale! and i got 2 clothings! and it was so worthhh it.

rant

I decided to rant here, because if I were to rant on twitter or on facebook that person would get hurt.

But honestly that person needs a wakeup call.

People work and study because they have no choice. They need the money to support themselves and pay for their school fees.

This person, works to spend it all. Don't even need to pay school fees cos on scholarship. Spends money on idk what, and complains it is not easy to cope. whaaat.

So shallow. Some people work also can't study cos need support family.

I CANNOT FIND CLOTHES T.T

Okay, set, the next free saturday I can get I will go down bugis to shop. for real.

Clothes

Hey can anyone suggest any nice and trustable online blogshops?

Can't seem to find anything in Singapore shops anymore :(

rant

Everytime i drink, my face flushes really red very fast.

BUT IM NOT DRUNK.

It's so annoying when people think i'm drunk but im so not. seriously sober. Just that my body reacts really quickly.

MEHHH.

I HAZ NO ALCOHOL-DEHYDROGENASE!!

That's why my face flush red very fast also!

Job searching. After I'm done blogging.

Am thankful somewhat that I am on MC today, got more rest bah, given that Saturday night only slept for 3 hours.

Back to work tomorrow.

Just dont have any motivation to go to work anymore cos I feel like I am being treated differently just cos I am leaving.

Which really sucks, the feeling ain't v nice.

Still thinking whether should I go public with this blog yet, maybe soon.

But if my blog's good I am sure people will chance upon it! :)

Do leave comments below yeah!

Looking forward to this thursday, timbre with Emma, Tiff and Shuwen :) But obviously can't drink, am on medication. Which in a way is good cos like my face flushes red super fast but I am sober. People tease me say I cant drink. But I can, just not too much.

I just hope that moses' friend dont try and get me drunk on my birthday. HAHA.

Still in planning for the party. sigh.

alrighty, gotta go job searching and planning.

xx

sick.

Yes I am on MC today.

From yesterday morning I was down with sore throat, the other symptoms came this morning.

This morning i woke up feeling woozy, with runny/blocked nose, and the sore throat.

Was in and out of sleep since 730am, finally got up officially at 1145.

Went to see the doctor at 1230, waited for like 20 mins.

Asked the doctor to give me antibiotics, but it was a viral infection, fair enough.

But the thing is, my mum DOESN'T understand that antibiotics doesnt work against viral infections. the antibiotics taken would just go to waste or even cause harm to my cells. honestly i am perfectly okay with not taking the antibiotics cos I dont want my body to get immune to antibiotics in the case i really do need to take antibiotics in the future. I got so embarrassed at the clinic. And my mum told me not to go there anymore when I'm sick. REALLY MUM? = =

End up I got scolded for not being pushy enough. Tried explaining to her the reason but she wouldnt listen. It's like that time my mum was watching this show and showing like people drinking shots and all, and my mum said that was how AIDS was transmitted. Obviously my mum doesn't have much knowledge as my sister and I on science and we clearly were educated in school about how AIDS was transmitted, which is my sexual intercourse or by infected blood. My sister, knowing her stuff tried to tell her and got scolded for being "Showoff". Well. It's facts mum.

Anyway, had lunch that was bought by my dad, porridge or rice congee as some of you might know it as, with century egg. Took my meds and had almost finished the porridge (I normally only finish half.) Then sat down with my mum to practice her mock interview, she's really nervous about this. And it keeps getting postponed. Like seriously. I just got text from her that it's postponed again to tomorrow morning.

Napped like on and off, practically lazing around on the bed and dozing off, waking up when someone emails/whatsapp me.

Gonna try blogging more often, it's rare that I do nowadays.

I'm gonna update on the previous days!


Start of June was bad; June 3rd,4th and 5th.

Had really bad days, 3rd June was me being affected by someone.

4th June

That time of the month came, it was absent for a month. And I had a massive headache that was brought over the night before. And the morning journey to work, really bad. Circle line was down and a few trains passed by buona vista that was completely empty, resulting in the whole buona vista mrt station at circle line to be packed like sardines, and I was one of them. Result? When they finally let people board, it was SOOO crowded. Couldnt board the first train, and I was already late for work.

5th June

Cramps. Sucking the life out of me, jk. I spilled half of the prepared anaestheisa = = totally wrecked my almost perfect day. Met my dear friend Ain for dinner which made my day a whole lot better :) SO FULL.
We had our own set of meal plus satay in which we only ordered 5 sticks each and the aunty gave us 5 sticks extra each! T.T then we had the awesome milk ice mango~ Was a really nice HTHT session :)

6th June

Much much better day.  Nothing in particular exciting happened, just did normal work.

7th June

ITS FRIDAY. i seriously only look forward to fridays. And my boyfriend (Moses) was out after he booked out from 9pm onwards with his air force friends at this thai pub to celebrate a friend's birthday.

8th June

Met the boyfriend at about 1230ish? Had lunch at Nando's, first try for both of us, not bad! I tried the mild spicyness chicken. But i must say it's like overpriced abit? Not worth that kind of money honestly.

Made like a 5 minute walk through bugis street and we decided to go far east plaza instead to look for clothes (which we both regretted in the end), before we left we went to get my mum's tapioca chips from her specific stall, and I bought too much ehehh. I bought 1 kg worth. LOL. oops.

Left for far east plaza, lazy boy forced us to rebound cos he wanted to sit down so we took mrt to City hall and rebound to marina bay mrt to orchard. lazy right = = Then we walked around the whole of far east plaza and guess what. We both found NOTHING. Didnt buy a SINGLE thing. That's why we regretted not staying and look at bugis street. I think for me I need to buy clothes online but I dont have the time!!!! T.T
Maybe do it later hahah.

Bought back pizza flavoured eggy pancake thinggy for my sis, reached home, boyfriend took an hour and a half nap on my bed while i surfed the net.

At about 645pm we left my house to go to central for dinner at BBQ chicken.

After dinner we went to starbucks to chill and was playing "Fun Run" together for time to pass cos I made reservations at Crazy Elephant at 9pm for him and his friends to celebrate his belated birthday.

845pm we made our way to clarke quay, and boy, it looks so different during night life. Took us awhile to find the place and... they forgot about MY reservations = = so waited for awhile till we got a table of 5 seats, then gab, wz and tiff came and I started to get anxious cos like not enough seats for all of us, so i asked the lady who works there how and they finally got us a huge table.

Wz and gab ordered drinks for Moses, ordered a pint of beer and long island for him, I ordered sex on the beach, gab ordered white wine for himself (LOL), wz ordered a beer and fish and chips, tiff had a fish and chips cos she hadn't had dinner. Drinks after drinks they ordered for moses, aiming to get him drunk. But moses can hold his liquor well so that's good in way. Gab poured his white wine into moses beer LOL. and for a moment I thought tiff was gonna pour the white wine into my drink too >.< In the end she just wanted to clink glasses with me lol. oops. then Melvin and Emma came, Melvin also wanted to get moses drunk, ordered a Flaming Lambo for him! O.O and titus came and ordered ak-47 for moses too. One more and moses would be gone.

Emma, myself and tiff :) fav photo

Melvin wanted to order graveyard for moses but thank God we had to leave cos we wanted to catch "Now you see me" at the cathay. We ended up at Cinneleisure and there wasn't any time slot that I could make it for Now you See me which only had 130 am, we wanted to watch the 2350 one at cathay. Ended up watching "dead man down" which was horrible. People were snoring, inconsiderate people didnt silent their phone, I had no idea what was going on in the damn movie and tiff was like "do you understand the movie" "nope."

Got fetched home by titus, reached home at 2.55am (RECORD) bathed and went to sleep at 330am.

9th June

Church, i had to wake up at 630 am so only 3 hours of sleep. Almost was a walking zombie and the worse thing was? IT WAS RAINING HEAVILY AT MY PLACE!!!!! But I still went ahead to go church. Breakfast and I already started to get a sore throat. 

Lunch at Alibabar, and then dessert at Blackball yum yum. was ranting to annabel about how sucky my week was, thanks girl, for listening!

Then went off to the IT fair at EXPO, with moses hoping to get his 3DS. Slept all the way to EXPO, and to our disappointment, they didnt sell it, at all. Was leaving and saw Weisheng :) Then went home.

Dad cooked curry chicken, killing my throat.

Moses bought his 3DS eventually at tampines. silly boy.

Gonna stop here cos this post is too long. hehe.

xx

reminiscence

Doing a birthday playlist now, going through all the songs in my itunes library!

Really songs do bring memories back eh.

How I crazily loved BoysLikeGirls and i have so many random songs.

Some songs date back to poly year 1.

photo post!

not in any order of events...

silly boy doesnt wanna look at the camera and i was looking so good in this photo :(

xiang's 21st birthday party with jasmine!~

long time no see friends daniel tang and jas 

hur. my baby photo that i used for #whatpubertydidtome when it was rather popular or instagram/facebook.

belle! at jasmine's flower party!

happy boy with his garlic ribs at morganfield's! so good yet too much x.x

OCS air force social night :)

the strawberry jelly cheesecake hearts i did for moses' birthday

xx

25th and 26th may

25th may

afternoon was spent having pepper lunch and movie!

caught the "my phone sex partner" its a korean movie. rather funny. moses chose it HAHAHA.

i really thought i would get checked for i/c cos its M18.

then I HAD NO TIME FOR SHOPPING *sniff*

then we headed back to moses' house to just wait for time to pass cos his sister was in rock climbing competition, when she was done we went to pick her and she won 1st! so proud of her!

wanted to go swee choon for dinner cos moses treat, in the end there were like... 30+++ people already queuing x.x

so his dad drove us to boon keng there for this chinese restaurant in which the name i forgot.

and then i got sent back.

26th may

CHURCH!

pastor imban preached, he was a previous pastor of MPCC.

really good but i was sleepy and had a stomach ache.

am still having that stomach ache and went for kushinbo w moses and relatives for his birthday lunch.

spread wise.. quite little uh. i think like for me very little to eat. mostly. sushi.

side note;

was walking home after moses dropped me off at redhill mrt while he took the train back to tampines cos he doesnt have a license yet, it was drizzling and i saw this lady. i think she was from the philippines. not to offend any one here, but im not being racist. its just that i had a fair share of bad experience with people from that country, with the exceptions of a few nice bunch of them that i have met. this lady was crying. the first thought popped in my mind was to give her a packet of tissue, but then again that thought was quickly dismissed. i wonder if i did the right thing by dismissing that thought. i was afraid that i get scolded/chided by her for being too nosy. thats why i just walked past her.

maybe i should have given her the packet of tissue. maybe she just needed to know that someone cared. i may not know what she was crying about but i hope she's fine now.


another side note;
soooo many things now to plan/complete even when there's no classes.

have to start planning my birthday, theme, venue and food and deco!

also have to bake on 6th july with churchies for M.A.D. outreach!

SIGHHHH.

BUT CARISSA'S COMING BACK :D

xx

24th May

Vesak Day!

ITS A FRIDAY AND THERES NO WORK WOOOOO.


Today was spent rather well.

Morning was horrid cos I rushed out my make up.

Which I shouldnt have bothered.

Was driven to moses' house by his uncle cause apparently plans changed when his relatives showed up at his house, and the supposed plan was actually to be done tomorrow instead.

With the jelly cups and all to the house.

Lunch was alright haha, i'm still feeling hungry now somewhat.

Jelly strawberry hearts was eatennnn. and moses' mummy washed the cups cos she wanted to recycle.. BUT IT WAS OILYYYY.

Then after the relatives left it was GAMING TIME. Played borderlands 2 with moses till dinner.

Was supposed to go swee choon for dinner, moses treat, but the parents had cell, so its pushed to tmr.

and i feel hungry again.

hahahaha.

xx

Back from Hiatus~

HELLO!

Sorry just finished baking wahaha.

For the boy's birthday cake, belated max.

Now I need to think about venue for my 21st Birthday.

Sigh pie.

Gosh.

Was let off work at 3pm today, cos got power shut down.

Then had lunch with melissa and saw Joel tan.

Cute face, but his muscles literally overwrites his cuteness. Because his muscles were TOO MUCH.

Guys, seriously. No need to build up so much muscles la.

Girls don't exactly like overwhelming muscles k hahahaha.

Okay maybe that's my opinion... but yeah.

Oh, and Happy Graduation to those who graduated from poly this week!

To my lovely juniors;

Sorry again I wasn't able to attend your graduation ceremony cos I was studying for sucky finals.

Oh correction, FINAL.

Irritating idiotic paper.

I don't even know whether I filled in the answers correctly. And totally don't know how to answer the practical questions and the plasmid questions how FANTASTIC is that T.T

Oh well, leaving it to God.

Gonna shoo to play borderlands now!

xoxo

hiatus

Sorry my dear readers, will be on hiatus until 22nd may, having exams!

Tweedle dee.

Hello there!

I haven't been blogging for the longgggest time.

Sorry for the hiatus!

Been busy with work and my part time studies!

And alpha.

And the boyfriend.

HAHA.

I'll try do a nice update soon, probably in may after my exam.

Thanks for dropping by!

Here's a heart <3

xx

Hello 2013, Goodbye 2012.

The year 2012 wasn't very smooth for me.

Reflecting on the past year, I've matured more ever since I've gone into the working world. I'm not completely matured but yeah.

It has been an unexpected one, with new job, no school, new things, new skills.

1. I graduated from poly. With a diploma of Molecular Biotechnology. CCA, Silver, but who really cares eh. Even though I've graduated, at that time it was still "OMG WE ARE GRADUATING" and was can't wait to graduate, but now, I've been wishing I was still in poly.

2. I finally come clean with my parents, especially my mum, about my relationship with Moses by God's prompting. It turned out better than I expected it to be. Now my mum's all "dont think he is your Mr. Right ah I tell you... blah blah blah". 

3. With God's grace, I have a full time job now! And I have a nice boss, nice colleagues, and nice prof. I was fighting for that spot with 3 other degree holders. I was the only one with only a diploma. Really God's grace. Not only that, I've made new friends and my pay ain't that bad even though CPF takes like 400 away :( but I mean CPF in the end I also can use to buy house hahaa.

4. I got my license in the early 2012 in march! I still remembered that the day after I passed my dad ask me to drive on the highway and back home for a short while. A week later I was driving 3 of my friends to school from their house for FOC, of course with my sister at the side la. I finally got to drive alone without any of my family members in the car on the 7th September which we had LSCT Alumni dinner, unfortunately I had an accident in school, which set me back quite bad because after that I have a phobia of driving (still have ok) but now not so bad at least can park now! So thank God for helping me get through all this, hopefully I will be back on track on driving and eventually drive the car alone ^^

5. I went to USS finally! But twice. With two different groups. Unfortunately the first time I went it was not a very pleasant experience because of the set backs of the staycation I faced, but nonetheless, it was my first time but the guys weren't very into spamming rides. The second time I went to USS was with my 2 lovely friends, Ain and Carissa, which we spammed photos and rides and I actually had the guts to sit first row of all the rides, including the Human and Cylon ride.

6. I have been distancing myself from God, but in the beginning of 2012, I was closer to God, but after Sabby went to UK, and bible study stopped, I started to get lazy and started distancing myself from God which is really quite sad...

7. I am trying to pick up ukulele! But still rusty, I can play songs like Jason Mraz "I'm Yours" and Train "Hey Soul Sister". Got abit lazy after awhile  heh.

8. My boyfriend, Moses, enlisted into the army. It hasn't been easy for the both of us, but we are still growing together and learning :)

9. Christmas wasn't the same as last years, sadly. I didn't actually enjoy myself.

10. SHINE M.A.D. (Make A Difference), I decided to join the caroling to M.A.D. people, good experience haha! But I enjoyed myself despite actually always not wanting to go for practice :/ Cos it felt like choir all over again and I hate it.

My resolutions you may ask?

1. To constantly exercise. Currently I am following this "Insanity Challenge" workout, solves my problem of "if it rains I can't run" nonsense, I am still only doing day 1 and day 2 so far, really very thankful to this lady who uploaded all of it on youtube, so you guys can go check it out too! Why exercise? It helps keep your heart healthy! Like really, keep it pumping harder so it gets "exercised" too. And I really wanna lose my love handles. Trust me, I have them. And it's the only thing keeping me from buying body hugging NICE dresses and clothes, and showing it off. My thinking is this "If you have it, flaunt it. If you don't, please don't act like you have" So yeah! But it's not going to be easy with part time studies coming up, but I'm gonna try my best to exercise regularly and follow the "Insanity Challenge" as much as possible, starting from tomorrow.

2.To really study hard. I am really gonna try. I screwed up my poly GPA, and I can't afford to screw up my degree. I know it is not going to be easy working full-time and studying part-time and having a relationship where my dearest boyfriend is planning to go the air-force. It really isn't going to be easy but I'm trusting God with it.

3. To bless more people! And M.A.D. with SHINE! I've started to get Christmas presents for my family this year, since I am already working. Blessed to be a Blessing!

4. To be able to grow more mature, less temperamental! and CHANGE to be someone God wants me to be.

5. To continue to grow together with Moses as a couple, to continually support and encourage him, to be there for him always.

6. To grow closer to God.

7. Read finish the bible! and the book that Michell bought for me.

8. Save more $$! This is going to be hard because I am paying for my own school fees, no more allowance and I am paying for my own transport and meals.

9. Serve more in church! I am starting already, my youth pastor has asked me to serve in Zimrah ministry, which is the praise and worship team. parents aren't too happy, but it's only like once a month = = and annabel has asked me to help with Kids Ministry! Moses has been also called to serve and be a youth leader!

10. To do well in my workplace, and also help spread God's word.

11. To do less gossiping. (HAHA this one is really hard but I'll do my best)

But anyways, I really wanna thank God for bringing me through another year. He has been merciful and graceful to me. Hope that 2013 will be a better year!

I am turning 21 this year. GAHHH. Need to plan plan plan party. And very hard la omg. Gonna be broke with all the 21 birthday parties I have to attend. Well, God will make a way!

xoxo.