yesterday was spent doing;

1.facial from groupon voucher
2.trimming eyebrows (WOOHOO 10 bucks)
3.shopping at bugis street
-honestly i cant get clothes from bugis anymore, especially tops, everything looks all the same to me, no interest anymore
-only got a top, a jacket (LIKE FINALLY FOR MAKING CLOTHES LOOK NICER) and a dress.
4.going over to moses' house
-in which at his house was learning to fold his uniform LOL.
-dinner


next week's plans;
1. MORE SHOPPING, prolly at far east plaza
2.go and get christmas shopping done (MUST BE DONE GAWDDD)


and side note, PASAR MALAM AT MY HOUSE DOWNSTAIRS! yay yummy food!

have a great week!

xoxo

Materialistic thinking

I quote of someone whom i saw this on my timeline;

"Whoever says that money is NOT everything, you're WRONG! 
Money IS everything. It can indirectly buy happiness, love, friends etc. 
Most importantly, it can buy me a chance to go overseas for internship & further studies, eventually landing me a career. In which I will strive to succeed in.
THAT can give me happiness for I will have achieved my dream. After which, I can settle down with my Mr Right & start a family thus providing me love, and the ability to support my parents...."

i will not entirely disagree that money does not indirectly make you happy. yes, it can solve many monetary problems. but in the end, are you genuinely happy? people become "friends" just because of your money. if one day you dont have this money anymore, will these "friends" still be there?

so what you dont get a chance to go overseas for internship? does not going for overseas internship make you a lousier person in other people's eyes? no. in fact, you go overseas internship you are paying to work there, you dont get any allowance. local internship, you dont need to pay, maybe just transport fees, but at least you get paid and get the feel of hard earned money. yes there is the overseas internship experience of course, that people rarely get the chance to experience. so what? i didnt go overseas for internship. of course who didnt want it? i wanted to go. but i couldnt. because i know i dont have the finance to be able to, and i dont want my parents to feel the pinch.

so what i cant go australia or wherever for further studies. doesnt mean that going for further studies will land you a career that you want. no matter whether you have a degree or not, ultimately it is still the skills that you carry and you yourself have to prove to your future employers that you are capable.

yes it is good that you want to strive to succeed in your future career. im not saying this is bad. its not that easy to get a job you desire that pays well or get a job that your boss treats you well.

i cant go australia or overseas to futher studies. on this point i must blame myself for not working hard enough in my year 1 and 2 to achieve good results. but the past is the past. i can only blame myself for not studying hard enough and pay attention in class. but diploma nowadays is not easy. you have to be both hardworking and smart to achieve 4.0 GPA. unfortunately, many of us, a high percentage of us, are only able to be hardworking. so what if i cant go. i have other alternatives. like psb academy. im not saying it was a good choice not being able to be in the local university. of course i was very upset that i was not able to enter any local university. but do i have a choice now? no.


but God has been very gracious to me and i have gotten myself a full-time job. one that has my interest, a rather good income for a diploma holder, a boss that is really nice to me, and a prof that so far has been nice to me. yes it wont be easy to work full-time and do part time studies, but at least i now know the true value of hard earned money. all those OT, getting unwanted needle jabs, and other minor injuries. the monetary value is so much different of which that your parents give you as allowance. you save every damn cent, you count every damn cent you spend, you try to save, you think of spending as now instead of "everything is a want and buy it", you think twice before buying something and you think "is this a need or a want?". you will try means and ways to purchase something at a discount if you really need it.

of course we also need to enjoy a little, but when we wanna spend on something for relaxation, we will always try to find good "lobangs" or deals to purchase that something.

anyway. not to boast. but i beat 2 girls w degrees and i got this current job. so its not about the paper.


And I know that you cant bring money to heaven. so why so stuck up about it?

I'd rather my children in the future know the importance of money. I dont blame my parents at all for landing the family in this situation where we have to scrimp and save, us children having to chip in to pay for dad's credit card bills, and me having to pay for my own uni education. thats something not every child can do, or even learn at all.

till the day that you are very rich, and suddenly lose all that money. you will know. but its not easy. no one said it was easy.

money cant buy love either. i didnt use money to buy love, neither did he. God didnt use money to buy our hearts. God just needed our Faith. yes i may sometimes like gifts and all, but ultimately, the best thing i could ever get, is to just snuggle and fall asleep in each other's arms, without any parents nagging about being too close and all. thats enough for me.


xoxo

job.

i realised i didnt blog about work ><

im currently working in NUS. i wish i were studying.

no need to worry about some fucked up money situation and need to pay 5k over every 6 months.

byebye salary.

well life is tough.

"we'll never be satisfied because life on earth is just temporary, like a holiday place"

what i read from Rick Warren's "Purpose Driven Life"

oh well.

at least it teaches me the value of hard earned money.

my boss is extremely nice.

hope my salary can be increased soon cos i really need ittttt.


gonna rest for the day soon!

monday tmr :(

and idk why doing my abs exercise its like always making me wanna bring dinner back up to my mouth... :(

SIAN.

time to run then tmr!

change of plans to lose my horribly ugly fat tummy (SUPER YUCKS)


xoxo

as we took our shuttle bus trip to the mrt, sleepy as we were, you pulled my hand across your belly and we both fell asleep.

even though its a simple gesture, i feel so happy ^^

see you in 4 days baby.




work.

SUCKS. sort of. im tired.

just need strength from God.

just so worried about part time uni studies as well.

leave it to the Lord :)

xoxo

people can be shocked when i tell them im attached for like 2 years plus.

i dont get it how is it shocking?

if you really love each other, trust and all, you would last.

dont think about it as long, or aim for it to last how long. cos that'll never bring u far.

just stay tgt to create wonderful memories, love each other.

that's all that matters.

hi.

NO WORK.

NUS pls gimme job.

tiredddd.

baked rainbow cupcakies!

shall blog tmr.

apologies for the hiatus.

Hello,

yes i havent blogged for a really long time.

Been busy with work, which sucks big time. the work doesnt stop when the visits are done. you go home and three are reports to do, planning of the next day's centres to be done.

Im on leave today, means 68 bucks left. but i cant walk properly. too bad then.

I just graduated from ngee ann poly last friday, which was awesome shitz.

and there's us, the 18/31 of us? i used photoshop to blur unnecessary extra people out teehee.

but none other the less, i enjoyed myself, with playing w teddy bears on screen with jeremy chow who sat next to me during the ceremony

hahah laughing my head off much of the time, and when i went up on stage i was too worried about tripping on stage that i forgot to look out for my parents on stage to see their reaction :/

and im flooding photos~

jiajia;

johnathan

carissa, ain

babe!

timo, jg, ah mui!

daddy dearest :)

zen hann! (GOLD MEDALIST WOR)

yueting, karine, shafiq, SK.

my only freshie that came :( edwin :)

zheng yu, eveline, sharifah, munirah!

dr koh! :D

zhiying!

eveline!

varina~

weisheng (best welfare partner), edwin

chimeng, weisheng!

GOVINNNNN 

THARIQQQQ :D

KENNY!

kaixia! (siao siao girl teehee)

carmen!

mummy!

sacharissa~ <3

fat die you hayden.

munirah! cheers to 6 years of friendship and counting!

followed by that was me ain mingyang went to play kinect dance central at studio 27 HAHAHAH

next day was bbq w the AAGLs. a little discomfort tho. cos someone not happy but oh wells~

had a good talk w zen hann and jason as well and gossip time w carmen, carissa and qinyi! so sad that ain couldnt go :(

im still waiting for photos to be up tho. i didnt take any HAHAH. 

i was busy cooking. and scolded weisheng LOL. cos he brought denise and didnt tell me officially so i angry HUURRR.

for graduation itself i know i didnt take alot of photos, missed out alot of people too.

Trying to let God lead my life, Im still unsure of his direction cos MOE asked me for my o lvl cert =/

good thing is i told mummy about moses; long story tho. but at least now she knows but sometimes it gets annoying = =

oh and photos with moses are not with me. with moses' mum and i want him to upload it lehh.

xoxo

sorry! havent been blogging.

been really tired these few days =/

tmr going to sch for childcare centres and then going to have lunch in sch and collect my grad gown and then home :)

God bless!

xoxo

im rather busy,

and lazy to blog.

but here are some pictures from yest :)

xoxo.

IM TIRED OF WORK.

finally i finished ALL my reports.

no need to send screenshot to supervisor ^.^ yayy.

going out next tues on labour day w the AAGLS! like finally we have an outing, as well as this sat, baking and htht? :D

tmr is tcg outing wooo.


omogomomgomgomg


break~

need to have quiet time w God.

and pray more.

even moses' parents say: keep praying.


xoxo

Today.

Has been the day that I have experienced God's protection.

At one childcare centre, it was at some ulu woodlands place, some block 3A one. I was trying to find the centre cos it said #B1- so i was trying to find staircase or lift.

So i walked behind the coffee shop there and tried to find. I walked into this place; an empty corner with no shops, nothing, with low income people loitering and treating there as their homes, with this long hair-ed malay guy approaching me and kept looking at me and smiling and commented "woah, so cute ah". And he asked me "you need help finding what?". I did not know what gave me the words to say "Nothing." with a gesture with my hand saying no and turning around immediately and walk away.

Thank you Lord. If i didnt have His protection, something bad might happen to me as I discussed this with the childcare centre which in the end I found the place. Thank God nothing was stolen either. Who knows what they can do to me.

I'm so tired. Greatly appreciate those who ask me if I was okay, like Ryan, when I came back home on skype.

I'm still currently waiting, praying and hoping that NTU accepts me, or even SIT.

Thank you Adam for lending me your laptop to do work today :)

I really do detest going home nowadays. The moment i step into the house, all I hear is me being scolded. Not a single happy smile. What's the point of me returning home so early then? All I see is her black face.

Still in the midst of planning my route tmr.

Praise the Lord :)

xoxo

HELLO!

I know i havent been blogging for sometime alr.

been working. tough lah huh.

D4F was great, so was MUSHU dinner last friday.

but that BIIITCHHH on friday morning at the child care centre made me reallll angry.

gonna go sch tmr i hope? gonna borrow adam's laptop to do work HEHEHE.

im still waiting for photos to be posted so yupp!

been through alot last week. cried alot too. about family and university. just so worried. i need to learn to fully let it go to God. and do quiet time so i can hear him and bible study! Lord help me to be able to arrange my schedule properly please :)

xoxo

hand still aching like mad.

hope tmr would be better.

im supposed to do bible study and quiet time. havent been doing it. really should stop pushing it later and later.

woke up superrr late for work today la.

stupid jab.

angry at adam now. wah lao i ask him go slp last night and wait for him so he tmr can wake up. then today when i want to go find him he ask me go here go there. fed up dont want talk to him dont want find him.

i know i may sound petty but if i didnt go school i could've gone home to rest.

i need not lie to my parents about going to school after work.

but at least i finished my reports in school thanks to Yizhen! for lending me her laptop :)

well.

tmr have to go back to office for idk what.

just hope it isnt bad.

need more sleep.

need more hugs.

old photo of a few of us after helping out for CET academy graduation

xoxo

another work day.

haiz.

gastric gimme problem.

curse the stupid taxi waste my money.

my arm hurts like fuck now. stupid jab.

xoxo

i woke up late today. felt so darn guilty cos i refused to get up cos i was really exhausted. the feeling like you'll nver get a chance to sleep well again.

in the end i woke up and reached church at 1050am. i didnt even dare go into youth service so i stayed outside.

felt so guilty.

and i missed a great sermon.

really shouldnt do that anymore.

sorry God.

should always put you first. and the rest you will provide.

after Zimrah meeting, Calvin told me i need to talk to my mum about going to church every sunday, in order to be able to serve in zimrah. cos every first sunday i have to be with my parents at faith methodist.

but so not the right time to do so.

i shall pray:)

went to moses' house with annabel cos she was helping her brother, ben tan, to get moses' uniform cos one set turned pink.

and moses gave me presents ^^ and my soft sweet for my parents(okay la my parents ask him buy one) but he bought the big one. so im paying first i guess? (wah lao like that no money alr lor kns)

and he gave me a couple handphone key chain which he forbid me to put on my phone since i have a tendency to drop, so i placed it in my wallet. and also the laser! :D heehee! disturb people liaoz.

then i slept for about an hour and i cabbed back home. SIBEI EXPENSIVE CAN T.T

now talk $$$$. fuck $$ la. srsly.

then reached home and i finished my reports!

still waiting for adam to reply my smses.

going to plan my route for tmr noww :)

miss studying alr :'(

and the aagls :(

the usual crazy bunch of us :')

but yeah. have to come back to reality.

thank God baby's back. i miss his hugs and kisses so much.

work again. better start scheduling my time properly.

xox

FOC OUTING AT SENTOSAA

woke up early. stupid pig pig came DAMN LATE. when he whatsapped everyone TO WAKE UP EARLY and he went back to sleep = = srsly damn pig. so he owe me gong cha! :D

met xinyi at purple line where i ran for the damn train.

then had breakfast (chicken puff) yumm yumm!

then v little freshies came.

:(

I LOVE THIS PICTURE *qinyi, me, carissa*

and it rained. TWICE. and stupid goddess nike 5 km run was held there. FUCKING PIECE OF CRAP. cant they just held it another day or somewhere else. make so much trouble for everybody. KNS.

i wish i could stay longer. the fun's all there :/

and mummy was like no more next time. 9 means 9. *angst building up*

seriously, im turning 20 this year HELLO~

ugh.

xoxo

i hate reports.

cant wait for baby to return to Singapore :(

effing tired.

went to school after work.

enjoyed the laughing sessions as well as the gossip sessions with the current sgls. :D

also d4f seemed good :)

hope can go down tmr to see csop.

hahah!

thanks Jason for the KOI :D

i finally got my license card!

YAYYY :D

ok back to report.

n sian have to go back office early tmr T.T

xoxo

HELLO WORLD.

im fed up of doing reports T.T okay lah, just lazy =X

im thinking how sia tmr i go home so late, then need to do report and send in to Vivian my supervisor to check.

but excited about tmr seeing the freshies and the sgls! :D

today work was fine, just that Angelyn did some of tmr's supposed visits, so i thought need to do all that is listed for today and tmr can do less.... BUT I WAS WRONG! :(

Vivian gave me 2 more to do. ok i shall do like 3o mins each since 15 mins is too short.

report is such a draggggg.

finally bought juanita's 21st birthday gift! hope she likes it HAHAHA :D

have yet to wrap it tho, hope i can do it tonight!

did bible study today too :D

reached home at about 6?

cabbbb all the way sia. tmr must rmb to withdraw money from MCYS there and take more health checklists so no need go back there to take so often ehehehehe.

congrats to ROYSTON for passing driving yesterday! :D

oh btw i was lost at CBD area today =x i walk here walk there also dk where to go, in the end just took cab and realise that the childcare centre was just behind zzzz. also not my money :D

so nvm HAHAHAHA.

tmr 6 places! i plan nice nice alr EHEHEHEH.

cant wait for baby to come home! miss him so darn much!

i hope clement is okay :(

face timed w baby last night real late... saw zen hann also and he saw my disgusting at home hair :(

here's my beloved MUSHU <3

yayy gonna see them this sat! :D

okay back to reporttsss.

xoxo

nearly forgot to blog today =x

today work again, 830 at office. then brief by vivian, half the time her words just went in and out of my ears. sorry but i wasnt fully awake.

then dozed off waiting for angelyn, i pretend i was reading notes so they wont know i fell asleep, then went off to childcare centres.

and our last one was at KK women and children's hospital. dont really like the principal tho. not that i can do anything about it. im not there to work anyway. im under MCYS :D

then went back and angelyn asked me to wait at the desk. and i fell asleep. i need to break this bad habit!!! T.T

then left office at abt 3.40pm, freezing cold i tell u the bus ride home. then i signed up for singpass. please come fast fast.

hope tmr's better. baby hasnt face timed me yet :( or whatsapp :( and i wanna go sleep le... HOWWWWWW.

tmr taking cab from office to meet angelyn. hopefully afternoon onwards im on my own :)

really old picture in year 1 w qinyi and siyun!

no new photos cos my nicer photos were taken from my phone and i lazy transfer =x ehehehhh.

zijie is really getting on my nerves. dont rly wanna talk to him. but ya. finally stopped.

did bible study after dinner cos i napped from 5+ to 730pm. pray that God will provide :D

yeah gonna sleep soon. was nice gossiping abt other people to adam HAHAHA. he gossip monger sia. so kaypo.

good luck to xuan han for his interview at SMU tmr morning!

pray for qinyi to have sweet dreams and no more nightmares!

xoxo

first day of work at MCYS!

woke up super early pleasee.

like 7am.

stupid zijie keep smsing me. then i woke up after finally managing to fall asleep, and there after i couldnt sleep.

and i found a new PIG PIG! called ADAM. hahahaha damn funny to tease him hehehehe.

me, xinyi, and adam (PIGPIG)

he quite fun to disturb and quite nice to talk to actually :D

work was fine, rather manageable :D

but im tired. and im falling sick. crappp max.

work ended early (HOORAY!) at 330pm, so i headed down to jurong east to meet PIG PIG and jie yi! stupid pig say i look aunty. not like i wanted to :( heartbreak sia.

then followed them to ntuc to get stuff, then i was off to IMM myself to get my boxfile for work. and yes i havent finished labelling my work file yet.

good new is, vivian (pretty n young) said that i wld be following angelyn again tmr, to do 2 or 3 childcare centre, and then she will access me. if everything ok, i'll be on my own doing 6 childcares a day :D WOO means taxi from my house wooo.

tmr work again! and i did my bible study today :D

xoxo

oops forgot to blog yesterday heh.

yesterday, nua at home the whole day. YES. the WHOLE day.

okay la, did some research on private uni such as MDIS and PSB. but im still praying v hard for ntu to accept me :( *prays*

today was easter sundayyy!

met new peeps and had free lunch.

and thennnn we went to awfully chocolate <3

im sick.

and work starts tmr.

God help me. nights.

xoxo

Today was half okay and half AWESOME :D

Morning woke up at 930 to bathe and go accompany my grandma at bishan temple. up till now i still smell of incense >.<

meow.

but at least i got to drive! i drove the car back home from bishan, parking not bad uh. but still bad HAHA. my mum is so fiesty! she so panicky. haha.

then i bathed again (OMG YES) and i still smelt of incense :(

then left the house w mummy dropping me and daddy off at outram park, where i took the NEL train to dhoby ghaut and im the earliest late. (as in all of us were supposed to meet at 12pm, we were all late but still i reached there first)

then we had lunch at just acia and talkity, regretted not getting movie tix before getting lunch cos we struggled to get tickets, from 230pm show to 520pm show then we got tickets but first row.. so we walked and chat around, hunger games was gooooood.

i miss them alr :( ain, qinyi and carissa. i hope we do meet up soooon. like SOOOON.

okay no pictureee for this one but ya. when i get them i'll post.

bus home was really quick. the bus uncle like driving sports car LOL.

xoxo

as promised, i'll blog about the past events for the past 6 days.

31st March, 2012, Saturday

Woke up early to pick the 3 girls from jurong, qinyi, ain and carissa. it was raining!!! and the car actually died when i was trying to do a 3 point turn at near amy jiejie's house there. T.T

then arrived school at about 11+am, with the gls seeing me driving HAHAHAHA. super awesome i know. got the news that the gls would be sleeping at loft cos dk who didnt book the classroom properly so no aircon, thank God the loft was available due to some other society who backed out. but i think the loft shld have given it to us lor.

then me ain qinyi carissa did the angel and mortal tables in the meeting room, also the names onto paper! and my mortal was.............. ISAAC. hahaha.

went out at 5pm for michell's birthday celebration at *i forgot what is the place name* OH ITS LENAS. ya. and i didnt know it existed till that day la. it was behind TCC at bugis junction. so we waited damn long. everyone was late!!! then john came and he waited for v long too. had my first cup of beer *hoegarden* fuck idk how its spelt. shared 1 pint w moses. but as usual, my body reacts to alcohol v fast due to my metabolic rate, my face was red.

michell's birthday dinner w TCG and J.S.!

then went back to school thankfully before 12 mn, then was quite lost cos everyone was everywhere. then since angel and mortal was done so i went to place my stuff at the table. then went to sleep uncomfortably :(

Sunday, 1st April, 2012

APRIL FOOL! but since it was during camp and srs, so we didnt really play tricks.

morning woke up, idk what time LOL. but WE DID NOT HAVE BREAKFAST! >:( cos we went to bathe early at around 830, then we just went for our own breakfast after the briefing for agls and sgls on the camp. then after breakfast, we went to oversee the gls, and how they presented their games and all. poor varina had come down w a bad flu, i also feel bad for her cos prepare so long for foc then like that. so we made her sleep.

taught the gls how to make a PROPER super ZAI whacko stick. so proud of ourselves. :D

then time passed v quickly... our separate dinner at clementi w the agls, and accompanied ain to go buy her welfare stuff cos she had to take over varina's place to be welfare, if not aaron sure die cos he also welfare head. i felt bad for ain too cos she wanted to be w us, bond w us and have the agl bonding.

after that went back, the gls some of them didnt bathe, so made them go bathe, scolding, and pumping, did w them 100. muscle ache then graduation!! wooo! and sleep. oh oh! and jason let me drive his car from lsct to blk 56 HEHEHE. i had fun horning the gls. Adam was like, HUH SHE CAN DRIVE AH. i zai wor :D

2nd April, monday, 2012

FOC!!! time to act freshieee. woke up early to go bathe cos ain had to go help w preparations, then had breakfast and slacked around~ until about 12 plus we started moving off separately to go to sports complex to act as freshie~ superr funny. cos they really thought i was freshie. esp the girls and amanda who kept hooking hands with me hahaha! so cute!

me and qinyi acting freshie

managed to siam telematch eheheheheheheh.

then after wash up we revealed! and tadahhh they didnt believe. after that went to help out w tying bomb bags and for the final showdown. tie dk how many, hands can die sia, tied a total of 10k bomb bags leh! plus kena splash water and the gls' water graduation!! wooo!

then was wash up, cant believe i actually went to the student plaza toilet to bathe. superrr cold. and cos we waited so long for elvina, then i cldnt talk to the welfares :( but it broke my heart really bad to see them in such a state...

then went to sleep like 530am.

3rd April, 2012, tuesday

woke up super late cos super tired. then since the gls didnt need any help for setting up the game stations, most of us slept in... and my welfares didnt call me for help so no need go help...

then also went to help w dirty games after "breakfast" and they all changed to wet weather when it was hot and sunny, reason why? it was drizzling during preparations = = so my shooting stars i felt it sucked. then helped to move char kway tiao stuff to dry weather area, then slack abit, chit chat and then played running man for awhile, then within 5 mins of the game i kena caught liao = =

then after that faster went to bathe and practiced agl skit. and oh my i do regret eating that cup of yogurt. it gave me stomach pains and diahrrea the whole time T.T but it stopped before agl performance and only came back RIGHT after hop night was over... siao one.

then entertain freshies and also night walk! i missed the drawing of the freshies cos my sleeping self told moses i didnt want to draw so everyone left me in the bunk asleep T.T

4th April! wednesday, last day of FOC! 2012

woke up when everyone started coming back, break camp for freshies, i got to draw hayden and zhi ying when they fell asleep! hope to see the freshies soon! and bond w them!

then went for lunch and all of us slept in the bunk while waiting for the gls to clear log room till 430pm. then debrief was damn long, all of us were falling asleep behind. i reached home at abt 10 and i regretted not staying longer cos many people cried and i wasnt there :(

i cry by myself in my room lor :(

5th April thursday, 2012

woke up early to go MCYS to sign contract. then snoozed. and went out again at 6pm for bible study! thank you michell for treating to handburger! :D milkshake was awesomeee. and even though i was home late at 940, my mummy didnt scold me! PTL!

xoxo

i droved! yay.

im going for camp tmr till wed.

see ya guys then!

xoxo

hit and run!

was a little late for training. but at least i washed my hair hehe!

need to top up money for ez link soon. i just topped up not long!! T.T

tekkan them damn shiong today. and they not happy. srsly. part two. prep camp. get ready. LOL

then was hit and run. hahahah!

ok im actually v tired. still doing notes for gls! i regret sia. fml hahaha. 5 more to go! and im done w the whole stack of 45! i maybe doing for sgls also. a few la. meh.

sian cant get the car for the whole camp. the sgls want me drive them ard HAHAHA. too bad i no car sia. sadded. only get for sat morning to pick qinyi, ain and carissa to camp.

then no more :( carissa said soshi and her was thinking of renting car but like ex la. i also want to share but budget super duper tight can.

baking cookies tmr at baby's house! i need more rest la srsly. i hope i dont sleep at his house. i think he will scold hahahaha.

my menses finally came! okay ya im happy cos means foc no need worry, no need bring so many pad to camp! and im actually gonna bring a damn luggage hahah cos really alot of things to bring!

and we're staying at blk 56! wooo. like finally. no antzzz. and no hard tables...? HAHAHA.

gls shi lian pai! w mannequin. their sexy pose for 10!

but i hope they enjoyed themselves ^^

i want to faster pack my camp baggg. and i need to get my nails painted. by tmr.

pack cookies too ^^

but im really grateful for being able to use the car just to bring my barang barang there. HAHA. come back i also want car ride leh. warrao. hahahaha. oh wells. suck it up.

im not gonna sleep until i finish the 5! so off i go!

*edit*

i had 1.90 McChicken! :D hahaha.

i love my baby! hope he gets well soon :) i rly wanna go pick him but haiz.

please cookies stay fresh and nice to eat until foc! oh ya need to go discuss stuff w weishenggggz.

oh AND I NEED TO PAINT MY NAILS.

and i need to remind myself to BRING MY FLOUR AND VANILLA EXTRACTZZZ.

oh! and one of the tasks. the gls had to find their seniors, aka, sgls. so funny! running and chasing the sgls around. hahaha cos the sgls run away. some of them said they stood next to a mannequin and no one noticed!!! hahahaha.

xoxo

SORRY FOR NOT BLOGGING OMGEE.

okay i'll start with Sunday.

Sunday, 25th March, 2012

Church was alright, i had sleepless night. but yeah. sucks. stress until cannot sleep. so i was moody the whole damn day. sorry to ruth and sabby and moses. i was acting like some spoilt bitch. but it was just something that triggered multiple things to happen la.

so yeah, i broke down in church.

then was quite reluctant to go Fat Boys to meet the rest, naomi, aby, esther, annabel, sabby! finally naomi, aby and esther JOINS US FOR LUNCHH!!!

shared a burger w moses;

yeap that's us!

so after that we joined nerds, and i started to feel rather sick. so i slept at 9pm? only fell asleep after 10pm. sucks to be me =/

Monday, 26th March, 2012

Had my driving lesson! which then i hoped it was the last lesson... had an instructor i didnt like. mega ew pls.

received message from work that there wont be any programmes for 27th and 29th. sian means i no work lor. this week. pokkai liao. no $$. like that March i earned 250 buckeroos leh. damn little please.

im still hoping that MCYS calls me for the job.

no peektureee. sorry hahaha.

27th March TODAY

I had my driving test. I couldnt sleep until idk what time last night. tossing and turning, shifting positions. it was soooo horrid. and then, i woke up at 830am, cos i couldnt sleep. fail please. meh.

so i woke up, chatted w a few friends, asked around for prayers (greatly appreciated!) and i had my lunch before i set off to go BBDC.

i was superrrr nervous please. met my primary school friend, derek, who has an exceptionally long name HAHA!also taking test! so at least i wasnt lonely :) i had a friend to talk to while waiting anxiously!

so it was warm up first, one time through all the circuit stuff and one test route. and back. the instructor said i no problem, just need to calm down and be confident, dont nervous haha! but yeah. i was nervous like idk what.

then we all went up to the waiting room. and was waiting for name to be called. i was praying so hard that i wouldnt get Tan C. C. as my tester. cos my friend, jason, had him for his first TP, and he failed even though his instructor told him he wouldnt have any problem passing. so my name was FINALLY called, and i was off to test, test route 1.

my parking fail pls. like i think i too nervous. then never do vertical parking properly. other than that, all the other circuit stuff were fine. and test route was fine too! :D Thank God! Praise Him! my tester actually fell asleep during test route sia. LOL.

and here's the proof;

i passed with 4 points! cause the incorrect positioning he give chance. YAYYY.

after i got the results i started spamming people w smses and thanking them! so grateful.

NOW I CAN LEGALLY DRIVE. LIKE FINALLY WOOHOO!

tmr's training, are u ready? HAHAHA omg. so cliche.

xoxo!

today was bridging event for SHINE! quite pathetic though, the number of people who were there. =/

sadly.

and i was early!!!!!! :(

ahahha.

i think i got burnt on my shoulders and face. a little. i forgot to put sunblock halfway. then i remembered HAHAHA. 2 new friends came for bridging! yayy!

and many kites were flown~

deborah was epic today. she was flying a kite, then the string snapped, and she was running in the correct direction of the kite and she couldnt find the string so the kite drowned and gone :( oh well. nvm la. haha.

i flew a few times, mostly was moses doing the flying cos he was so reluctant to let me try. or rather he didnt. HMMPH.

but poor boy, he got too much sun and he got a little heat stroke. his body was so hot and anything he did or shake his head made his head hurt :( he still had to send me home, so thank you baby (: love you!

it was sabby's first time flying the kite!! hahaha i helped her abit and eventually she got the hang of it to get it up. hahaha!

then we went over to kallang via the church van to have macs. then was dropped off at dakota to go home.

hope everyone has enough rest!

thank you easter team for planning and providing the food~ greatly appreciated! :D

me and michell!:D (yes i took it frm her twitter hahah)

oh and cherlie, weiri, sabby and ben tang were giving me tips on my driving test! thank you thank you :D i really do hope i pass!

and baoyue too! this morning's bbm-ing session LOL. cos my mum insisted that she has to go back the day after if i pass to sign idk what thing. = = but no need la. and she said results were v long to process but now its changed! yay.

praying for a good tester! (please please, pretty please!) and good weather and God to be with me throughout! pray for a pass. not to panic, mistake made dont panic, still can salvage.

pray for my "da yi ma" faster come, i dont want it come on that day of driving. and come before FOC leh. hahahaha. but i think cos i keep thinking abt it, maybe my stomach giving me false aches or cramp like symptom. so maybe its my mind but ya. and also stress about driving test.

pray for uni acceptance! pray for daddy's job!

Thank God today finally my pay from school internship has come in!

gonna rest soon, tmr's church! :D

God bless all:D Faith in Him that everything will be well! Amen!

xoxo

i realise i hardly have ideas for post titles.

anyway. you might wonder why panda? and why hedgehog? hhahaha, i shall try my best to answer.

why panda?
well, firstly i was born with a pair of horrendous eyebags. (yes i was born with them trust me.)

yes that's me with the eyebags!

and i grew up w em. thus the "panda" nickname given by my fellow batch last time gls, now AGLs, when we started calling each other animals.

why hedgehog?

it all started with the 9gag post. http://9gag.com/gag/3441240 and http://9gag.com/gag/3466264 found by my boyfriend. and so he starts calling me that. cos is kinda the truth but i still refuse to admit it.

so welcome to my blog :) the hedgehog with the name panda. hahaha.

anyway for today. i think alot of people has been trying to cheer me up? so thanks :)

i was late for today's driving. by 15 minutes. i thought they wouldnt let me take my lesson. whew.

but yeah, from morning till now im still kinda.... upset. due to home stuff. oh well.

Driving seemed BAD today. but instructor was saying i was like quite good. so idk OMGOMGOMGOMG.

need to take something to make me sleep the night before test. if not confirm cannot sleep onezz. cos i last night alr dreamt abt the test T.T

hope next monday will be my LAST driving lesson. God Bless me. and my family. and my friends :)

xoxo

i nearly forgot to blog today. haha.

omg. need to start having this as a daily thinggy~

haha!

work was okay today. i guess. short of people due to miscommunication.

oh well.

Xuan Han kena called for emergency HAHA. lucky if not Queenie had to take 17 kids. i had a group of 13 kids myself. lol.


haji lane w babe ^^ the only nice photo i felt it was.. nice. LOL.

had lunch with Queenie at acm lawn today. but tiring. cos it rained too.

Cat 1 somemore. tskk.

tmr driving lesson again! hope im betterrr.
comitting everything into God's hands. pray for the pass!

feel bad for weisheng. cos his instructor nvr book test for him :(

everyone rest well~ tata!

xoxo