i woke up late today. felt so darn guilty cos i refused to get up cos i was really exhausted. the feeling like you'll nver get a chance to sleep well again.

in the end i woke up and reached church at 1050am. i didnt even dare go into youth service so i stayed outside.

felt so guilty.

and i missed a great sermon.

really shouldnt do that anymore.

sorry God.

should always put you first. and the rest you will provide.

after Zimrah meeting, Calvin told me i need to talk to my mum about going to church every sunday, in order to be able to serve in zimrah. cos every first sunday i have to be with my parents at faith methodist.

but so not the right time to do so.

i shall pray:)

went to moses' house with annabel cos she was helping her brother, ben tan, to get moses' uniform cos one set turned pink.

and moses gave me presents ^^ and my soft sweet for my parents(okay la my parents ask him buy one) but he bought the big one. so im paying first i guess? (wah lao like that no money alr lor kns)

and he gave me a couple handphone key chain which he forbid me to put on my phone since i have a tendency to drop, so i placed it in my wallet. and also the laser! :D heehee! disturb people liaoz.

then i slept for about an hour and i cabbed back home. SIBEI EXPENSIVE CAN T.T

now talk $$$$. fuck $$ la. srsly.

then reached home and i finished my reports!

still waiting for adam to reply my smses.

going to plan my route for tmr noww :)

miss studying alr :'(

and the aagls :(

the usual crazy bunch of us :')

but yeah. have to come back to reality.

thank God baby's back. i miss his hugs and kisses so much.

work again. better start scheduling my time properly.

xox