im rather busy,

and lazy to blog.

but here are some pictures from yest :)

xoxo.

IM TIRED OF WORK.

finally i finished ALL my reports.

no need to send screenshot to supervisor ^.^ yayy.

going out next tues on labour day w the AAGLS! like finally we have an outing, as well as this sat, baking and htht? :D

tmr is tcg outing wooo.


omogomomgomgomg


break~

need to have quiet time w God.

and pray more.

even moses' parents say: keep praying.


xoxo

Today.

Has been the day that I have experienced God's protection.

At one childcare centre, it was at some ulu woodlands place, some block 3A one. I was trying to find the centre cos it said #B1- so i was trying to find staircase or lift.

So i walked behind the coffee shop there and tried to find. I walked into this place; an empty corner with no shops, nothing, with low income people loitering and treating there as their homes, with this long hair-ed malay guy approaching me and kept looking at me and smiling and commented "woah, so cute ah". And he asked me "you need help finding what?". I did not know what gave me the words to say "Nothing." with a gesture with my hand saying no and turning around immediately and walk away.

Thank you Lord. If i didnt have His protection, something bad might happen to me as I discussed this with the childcare centre which in the end I found the place. Thank God nothing was stolen either. Who knows what they can do to me.

I'm so tired. Greatly appreciate those who ask me if I was okay, like Ryan, when I came back home on skype.

I'm still currently waiting, praying and hoping that NTU accepts me, or even SIT.

Thank you Adam for lending me your laptop to do work today :)

I really do detest going home nowadays. The moment i step into the house, all I hear is me being scolded. Not a single happy smile. What's the point of me returning home so early then? All I see is her black face.

Still in the midst of planning my route tmr.

Praise the Lord :)

xoxo

HELLO!

I know i havent been blogging for sometime alr.

been working. tough lah huh.

D4F was great, so was MUSHU dinner last friday.

but that BIIITCHHH on friday morning at the child care centre made me reallll angry.

gonna go sch tmr i hope? gonna borrow adam's laptop to do work HEHEHE.

im still waiting for photos to be posted so yupp!

been through alot last week. cried alot too. about family and university. just so worried. i need to learn to fully let it go to God. and do quiet time so i can hear him and bible study! Lord help me to be able to arrange my schedule properly please :)

xoxo

hand still aching like mad.

hope tmr would be better.

im supposed to do bible study and quiet time. havent been doing it. really should stop pushing it later and later.

woke up superrr late for work today la.

stupid jab.

angry at adam now. wah lao i ask him go slp last night and wait for him so he tmr can wake up. then today when i want to go find him he ask me go here go there. fed up dont want talk to him dont want find him.

i know i may sound petty but if i didnt go school i could've gone home to rest.

i need not lie to my parents about going to school after work.

but at least i finished my reports in school thanks to Yizhen! for lending me her laptop :)

well.

tmr have to go back to office for idk what.

just hope it isnt bad.

need more sleep.

need more hugs.

old photo of a few of us after helping out for CET academy graduation

xoxo

another work day.

haiz.

gastric gimme problem.

curse the stupid taxi waste my money.

my arm hurts like fuck now. stupid jab.

xoxo

i woke up late today. felt so darn guilty cos i refused to get up cos i was really exhausted. the feeling like you'll nver get a chance to sleep well again.

in the end i woke up and reached church at 1050am. i didnt even dare go into youth service so i stayed outside.

felt so guilty.

and i missed a great sermon.

really shouldnt do that anymore.

sorry God.

should always put you first. and the rest you will provide.

after Zimrah meeting, Calvin told me i need to talk to my mum about going to church every sunday, in order to be able to serve in zimrah. cos every first sunday i have to be with my parents at faith methodist.

but so not the right time to do so.

i shall pray:)

went to moses' house with annabel cos she was helping her brother, ben tan, to get moses' uniform cos one set turned pink.

and moses gave me presents ^^ and my soft sweet for my parents(okay la my parents ask him buy one) but he bought the big one. so im paying first i guess? (wah lao like that no money alr lor kns)

and he gave me a couple handphone key chain which he forbid me to put on my phone since i have a tendency to drop, so i placed it in my wallet. and also the laser! :D heehee! disturb people liaoz.

then i slept for about an hour and i cabbed back home. SIBEI EXPENSIVE CAN T.T

now talk $$$$. fuck $$ la. srsly.

then reached home and i finished my reports!

still waiting for adam to reply my smses.

going to plan my route for tmr noww :)

miss studying alr :'(

and the aagls :(

the usual crazy bunch of us :')

but yeah. have to come back to reality.

thank God baby's back. i miss his hugs and kisses so much.

work again. better start scheduling my time properly.

xox

FOC OUTING AT SENTOSAA

woke up early. stupid pig pig came DAMN LATE. when he whatsapped everyone TO WAKE UP EARLY and he went back to sleep = = srsly damn pig. so he owe me gong cha! :D

met xinyi at purple line where i ran for the damn train.

then had breakfast (chicken puff) yumm yumm!

then v little freshies came.

:(

I LOVE THIS PICTURE *qinyi, me, carissa*

and it rained. TWICE. and stupid goddess nike 5 km run was held there. FUCKING PIECE OF CRAP. cant they just held it another day or somewhere else. make so much trouble for everybody. KNS.

i wish i could stay longer. the fun's all there :/

and mummy was like no more next time. 9 means 9. *angst building up*

seriously, im turning 20 this year HELLO~

ugh.

xoxo

i hate reports.

cant wait for baby to return to Singapore :(

effing tired.

went to school after work.

enjoyed the laughing sessions as well as the gossip sessions with the current sgls. :D

also d4f seemed good :)

hope can go down tmr to see csop.

hahah!

thanks Jason for the KOI :D

i finally got my license card!

YAYYY :D

ok back to report.

n sian have to go back office early tmr T.T

xoxo

HELLO WORLD.

im fed up of doing reports T.T okay lah, just lazy =X

im thinking how sia tmr i go home so late, then need to do report and send in to Vivian my supervisor to check.

but excited about tmr seeing the freshies and the sgls! :D

today work was fine, just that Angelyn did some of tmr's supposed visits, so i thought need to do all that is listed for today and tmr can do less.... BUT I WAS WRONG! :(

Vivian gave me 2 more to do. ok i shall do like 3o mins each since 15 mins is too short.

report is such a draggggg.

finally bought juanita's 21st birthday gift! hope she likes it HAHAHA :D

have yet to wrap it tho, hope i can do it tonight!

did bible study today too :D

reached home at about 6?

cabbbb all the way sia. tmr must rmb to withdraw money from MCYS there and take more health checklists so no need go back there to take so often ehehehehe.

congrats to ROYSTON for passing driving yesterday! :D

oh btw i was lost at CBD area today =x i walk here walk there also dk where to go, in the end just took cab and realise that the childcare centre was just behind zzzz. also not my money :D

so nvm HAHAHAHA.

tmr 6 places! i plan nice nice alr EHEHEHEH.

cant wait for baby to come home! miss him so darn much!

i hope clement is okay :(

face timed w baby last night real late... saw zen hann also and he saw my disgusting at home hair :(

here's my beloved MUSHU <3

yayy gonna see them this sat! :D

okay back to reporttsss.

xoxo

nearly forgot to blog today =x

today work again, 830 at office. then brief by vivian, half the time her words just went in and out of my ears. sorry but i wasnt fully awake.

then dozed off waiting for angelyn, i pretend i was reading notes so they wont know i fell asleep, then went off to childcare centres.

and our last one was at KK women and children's hospital. dont really like the principal tho. not that i can do anything about it. im not there to work anyway. im under MCYS :D

then went back and angelyn asked me to wait at the desk. and i fell asleep. i need to break this bad habit!!! T.T

then left office at abt 3.40pm, freezing cold i tell u the bus ride home. then i signed up for singpass. please come fast fast.

hope tmr's better. baby hasnt face timed me yet :( or whatsapp :( and i wanna go sleep le... HOWWWWWW.

tmr taking cab from office to meet angelyn. hopefully afternoon onwards im on my own :)

really old picture in year 1 w qinyi and siyun!

no new photos cos my nicer photos were taken from my phone and i lazy transfer =x ehehehhh.

zijie is really getting on my nerves. dont rly wanna talk to him. but ya. finally stopped.

did bible study after dinner cos i napped from 5+ to 730pm. pray that God will provide :D

yeah gonna sleep soon. was nice gossiping abt other people to adam HAHAHA. he gossip monger sia. so kaypo.

good luck to xuan han for his interview at SMU tmr morning!

pray for qinyi to have sweet dreams and no more nightmares!

xoxo

first day of work at MCYS!

woke up super early pleasee.

like 7am.

stupid zijie keep smsing me. then i woke up after finally managing to fall asleep, and there after i couldnt sleep.

and i found a new PIG PIG! called ADAM. hahahaha damn funny to tease him hehehehe.

me, xinyi, and adam (PIGPIG)

he quite fun to disturb and quite nice to talk to actually :D

work was fine, rather manageable :D

but im tired. and im falling sick. crappp max.

work ended early (HOORAY!) at 330pm, so i headed down to jurong east to meet PIG PIG and jie yi! stupid pig say i look aunty. not like i wanted to :( heartbreak sia.

then followed them to ntuc to get stuff, then i was off to IMM myself to get my boxfile for work. and yes i havent finished labelling my work file yet.

good new is, vivian (pretty n young) said that i wld be following angelyn again tmr, to do 2 or 3 childcare centre, and then she will access me. if everything ok, i'll be on my own doing 6 childcares a day :D WOO means taxi from my house wooo.

tmr work again! and i did my bible study today :D

xoxo

oops forgot to blog yesterday heh.

yesterday, nua at home the whole day. YES. the WHOLE day.

okay la, did some research on private uni such as MDIS and PSB. but im still praying v hard for ntu to accept me :( *prays*

today was easter sundayyy!

met new peeps and had free lunch.

and thennnn we went to awfully chocolate <3

im sick.

and work starts tmr.

God help me. nights.

xoxo

Today was half okay and half AWESOME :D

Morning woke up at 930 to bathe and go accompany my grandma at bishan temple. up till now i still smell of incense >.<

meow.

but at least i got to drive! i drove the car back home from bishan, parking not bad uh. but still bad HAHA. my mum is so fiesty! she so panicky. haha.

then i bathed again (OMG YES) and i still smelt of incense :(

then left the house w mummy dropping me and daddy off at outram park, where i took the NEL train to dhoby ghaut and im the earliest late. (as in all of us were supposed to meet at 12pm, we were all late but still i reached there first)

then we had lunch at just acia and talkity, regretted not getting movie tix before getting lunch cos we struggled to get tickets, from 230pm show to 520pm show then we got tickets but first row.. so we walked and chat around, hunger games was gooooood.

i miss them alr :( ain, qinyi and carissa. i hope we do meet up soooon. like SOOOON.

okay no pictureee for this one but ya. when i get them i'll post.

bus home was really quick. the bus uncle like driving sports car LOL.

xoxo

as promised, i'll blog about the past events for the past 6 days.

31st March, 2012, Saturday

Woke up early to pick the 3 girls from jurong, qinyi, ain and carissa. it was raining!!! and the car actually died when i was trying to do a 3 point turn at near amy jiejie's house there. T.T

then arrived school at about 11+am, with the gls seeing me driving HAHAHAHA. super awesome i know. got the news that the gls would be sleeping at loft cos dk who didnt book the classroom properly so no aircon, thank God the loft was available due to some other society who backed out. but i think the loft shld have given it to us lor.

then me ain qinyi carissa did the angel and mortal tables in the meeting room, also the names onto paper! and my mortal was.............. ISAAC. hahaha.

went out at 5pm for michell's birthday celebration at *i forgot what is the place name* OH ITS LENAS. ya. and i didnt know it existed till that day la. it was behind TCC at bugis junction. so we waited damn long. everyone was late!!! then john came and he waited for v long too. had my first cup of beer *hoegarden* fuck idk how its spelt. shared 1 pint w moses. but as usual, my body reacts to alcohol v fast due to my metabolic rate, my face was red.

michell's birthday dinner w TCG and J.S.!

then went back to school thankfully before 12 mn, then was quite lost cos everyone was everywhere. then since angel and mortal was done so i went to place my stuff at the table. then went to sleep uncomfortably :(

Sunday, 1st April, 2012

APRIL FOOL! but since it was during camp and srs, so we didnt really play tricks.

morning woke up, idk what time LOL. but WE DID NOT HAVE BREAKFAST! >:( cos we went to bathe early at around 830, then we just went for our own breakfast after the briefing for agls and sgls on the camp. then after breakfast, we went to oversee the gls, and how they presented their games and all. poor varina had come down w a bad flu, i also feel bad for her cos prepare so long for foc then like that. so we made her sleep.

taught the gls how to make a PROPER super ZAI whacko stick. so proud of ourselves. :D

then time passed v quickly... our separate dinner at clementi w the agls, and accompanied ain to go buy her welfare stuff cos she had to take over varina's place to be welfare, if not aaron sure die cos he also welfare head. i felt bad for ain too cos she wanted to be w us, bond w us and have the agl bonding.

after that went back, the gls some of them didnt bathe, so made them go bathe, scolding, and pumping, did w them 100. muscle ache then graduation!! wooo! and sleep. oh oh! and jason let me drive his car from lsct to blk 56 HEHEHE. i had fun horning the gls. Adam was like, HUH SHE CAN DRIVE AH. i zai wor :D

2nd April, monday, 2012

FOC!!! time to act freshieee. woke up early to go bathe cos ain had to go help w preparations, then had breakfast and slacked around~ until about 12 plus we started moving off separately to go to sports complex to act as freshie~ superr funny. cos they really thought i was freshie. esp the girls and amanda who kept hooking hands with me hahaha! so cute!

me and qinyi acting freshie

managed to siam telematch eheheheheheheh.

then after wash up we revealed! and tadahhh they didnt believe. after that went to help out w tying bomb bags and for the final showdown. tie dk how many, hands can die sia, tied a total of 10k bomb bags leh! plus kena splash water and the gls' water graduation!! wooo!

then was wash up, cant believe i actually went to the student plaza toilet to bathe. superrr cold. and cos we waited so long for elvina, then i cldnt talk to the welfares :( but it broke my heart really bad to see them in such a state...

then went to sleep like 530am.

3rd April, 2012, tuesday

woke up super late cos super tired. then since the gls didnt need any help for setting up the game stations, most of us slept in... and my welfares didnt call me for help so no need go help...

then also went to help w dirty games after "breakfast" and they all changed to wet weather when it was hot and sunny, reason why? it was drizzling during preparations = = so my shooting stars i felt it sucked. then helped to move char kway tiao stuff to dry weather area, then slack abit, chit chat and then played running man for awhile, then within 5 mins of the game i kena caught liao = =

then after that faster went to bathe and practiced agl skit. and oh my i do regret eating that cup of yogurt. it gave me stomach pains and diahrrea the whole time T.T but it stopped before agl performance and only came back RIGHT after hop night was over... siao one.

then entertain freshies and also night walk! i missed the drawing of the freshies cos my sleeping self told moses i didnt want to draw so everyone left me in the bunk asleep T.T

4th April! wednesday, last day of FOC! 2012

woke up when everyone started coming back, break camp for freshies, i got to draw hayden and zhi ying when they fell asleep! hope to see the freshies soon! and bond w them!

then went for lunch and all of us slept in the bunk while waiting for the gls to clear log room till 430pm. then debrief was damn long, all of us were falling asleep behind. i reached home at abt 10 and i regretted not staying longer cos many people cried and i wasnt there :(

i cry by myself in my room lor :(

5th April thursday, 2012

woke up early to go MCYS to sign contract. then snoozed. and went out again at 6pm for bible study! thank you michell for treating to handburger! :D milkshake was awesomeee. and even though i was home late at 940, my mummy didnt scold me! PTL!

xoxo